Saturday, May 23, 2009
孤傲是因为自信，
善变是因为世界在改变，
没有耐性是因为发现了不值得，
冷漠是因为害怕被伤害，
笑永远都是最单纯的，无论什么时候都会看到一直都在笑，
把自己的快乐带给别人，却只把悲伤留给自己。
眼泪，
是透明的，
是你真的把真心夺走了，
别人看不见，
可是自己却能看得很清楚这样的透明的泪给自己开来双倍的痛，
会跟着你的快乐而快乐，跟着你的忧愁而忧愁，跟着你的改变而改变，
但在你面前从来都是快乐的。
坚强，
什么都不在乎，表面确实很坚强，
但是内心比任何人都脆弱，决不会让别人看到自己脆弱的一面，
因为都是有一双别人看不见翅膀的天使，天生就会给别人带来快乐。
后悔，
从来不会知道是什么，
因为总是孤立无援，
然后继续的笑着，
笑着找到一个角落，
留下那颗透明的泪。
不会放弃世界，却会放弃自己，去成全别人，痛过以后，依然会笑着面对以后未知的路，
继续原谅，继续理解，继续快乐，继续的傻着。
因为不知道怎么表达自己的内心，所以选择了沉默。。。。。。
Friday, April 17, 2009
I'm feeling guilty for what I have done.....
there are somethings that I promised not to do
but I have done it
it's so wrong
I wish I could undo
Is it too late for me ?
it's my fault
hmmm.......
I've thought bout it for the whole night
yes, I know what should I do now
Sunday, April 12, 2009
PC FAIR!!! I went to the fair today with my friends and I'm very surprised to see that the fair is flooded with people! Some even walked out with their happy smiling face with big big boxes of printers, speakers or any other pc thingy with them as if they're free, well, it's just PC Fair, nothing speacial about it so? PC Fair, at first I thought the price of the products they selling would be cheaper than usual price, but no. Although it is PC Fair, the things selling over there are still very expensive. I mean they never lower the price for some of the products, they even rose the price for some of the products, example, kingston 8G, the price for it is around RM48 to RM52, surprisingly in PC Fair they sell it for RM54+++, which makes me sad. I lost my pendrive on beginning of February! I thought it would be cheaper during PC Fair, so I waited, thought I could get a new one today, but sadly no, I bought it only for RM47 last time and now they are selling it for RM54++ ?? what the, the price is too high for me, cause I'm the one paying it, who ask me to be so careless and lost it =,= Zzzzz bankrupt already gonna buy it next time. My friend suggested that I should go for a BIGGER sized external hard disk next time so that I wont lose it easily like how I lost my previous pendrive, hmmm.. I'll think about it. XD
We took alot of pictures in PC Fair, but I'm too lazy to post them up XD
the left one is what I took in PC Fair, hahahahha Take if for Fun la
Paid RM4 for 2 packet of chipster + 4 different custumes = 1 pic
the other pic is in puisan's there XD
the right one also, taken outside school, free one wo, so take it for fun lo
2 photos in a week!!! COOOOL!!!
this is my playboy shoe which aged about 2 MONTHS old
my friends says that it looks like 2 YEARS old
it has a big hole at the side, cause of the washing machine =,=
I can hardly walk with my shoe condition like that
so I decided to buy a new one in KLCC
I NEED A BETTER SHOE!!!!
yes.. that's converse
simple, nice, reasonable and comfortable
but easy to get dirty.....
what to do... I like white shoes =)
I will take care of my shoes this time, I swear.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
UNO!!!!
Successfully call UNO!!!!!!! and win the game
Yes!! you know, UNO means alot to me, I played the game as a child and remembering how much fun I used to have playing it.
So what is Uno?
Uno is a simple card game with simple rules, which are suitable to those aged 7 and above to play this game. I would have first played it when I was around 10 and I never had any trouble with the rules. What I like about this game is that you can play with as few as 2 players or even up to 10 people. I can still remember the time when I was form 2 and form 3, I used to play it in class with my classmates from 7:30 am until school dismiss, 1pm for weeks, I really missed those days playing UNO with my classmates, the laughter, the excitement, the joy, the craziness we been through that time. UNO is a very challenging game, the aim of the game is to get rid of all your cards, if you want to be skillful in this game, PRACTICE, cause practice makes perfect. =)
I played UNO with my friends today, it has been a long time since I played it , brought back alot of happy memories, it makes me happy =)
we play while enjoying our bubble tea....
ok now... guess what is this???
if u guess it correct
I'll give you something XD
Friday, April 10, 2009
I have not been blogging for so long. It's not that I'm lazy, busy with college stuffs, doesn't have the time to blog, or whatever excuses. It's just that... I have lost interest in blogging, I found it boring, and also it's a waste a time, that's why I stop blogging for a while. But now, I have returned to the blogger world. What makes me blog again? Well, few days ago, my best friend jenying told me about her english teacher, Ms HT, she said :"I tell you ar!! HT says that we must EXPRESS OURSELF!!! *showing me HT over-reacting hand movements*" The way she told me is very funny, I did laughed at it for awhile and paused, I was like.... EXPRESS OURSELF...... I thought about it for awhile.. blogging is also a way to EXPRESS OURSELF, we can record our own emotions day-to-day. But for me, it's quite hard to express my own self, you can see that my blog mainly consist of photos than words, because I dont' know how to express myself, I really envy those people who are good at expressing their ownself, their own feelings, I mean they know who they are, they know what they want, they know what their goals are, they know how to give good comments and their own opinions. I can say that I'm not a brave person, there are alot of things I dare not to try at all, now I've missed it and kinda regret of it. I have this kind of bad habit, dont' know you guys ever heard of it before, that is "negative self-talk" for example when things come: "I can't do that because I'm fat. I always make mistakes. I know I can't do it." because of this negative self talk always stopped me from trying or doing that particular thing. And Yes, now I realised what should I do, I should EXPRESS MYSELF by challenge it and dispute that talk, "I know I can do it!!! The size of my body does not determine my worth".
Don't know why suddenly I want to blog about this crap, it's so dark and cold outside here in living room as in my housemates are all sleeping, haiizzz ok I shall express myself now..
I'm so lonely right now[I feel like waking up my housemates]
it's so dark here[saving electricity..electricity bill last month was a KA-BOOM]
cold[in the outside or the inside?]
currently listening to BIG BANG's songs [ <3 ]
addicted to subway [did they put nicotine in it?]
in love with swimmings[drowning-frog style]
missing my family, dog, friends and ........[ I hope they miss me LOL ]
ok I shall stop now...
remember....
EXPRESS YOURSELF & BE YOURSELF
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
no...
it;s so wrong
complicated
wat am I thinking???
wat hav I done???
nonononononono
wrong decision
emo ??
not at all
emotionless...
almost...
wat am I toking???
so fan.....
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
I miss my friends
I miss my dogs
I miss Ipoh foood
I made dz wallpaper
if I didnt put ur pic
tat doesnt mean I hav 4gotten bout u all
u all r in my heart XD
walao!! sound so yuk ma
Zun was so happpy tat I put his pic =,=
haiiyooo
hhaahha Pheikvay's korean friend made diz
n belanaja us
SO NICe
COOOKIES OsO NICE!!!
J CO!! NICE!!
da lights!!
JCO!! YUMMYYY
HAHAHA dunno which toilet oredi XD
o k la
wat da turtles doin ?? HAAHHAH
Ms Shalini wanted to hear his Chicken story
coz he got no 1 for diz story telling
LOL
his chicken story really BEST LA
AHHAha blekkk
lazy to type it out XD
went dinner wif Puisan
lol got new shop aroundhere
so me n puisan wanted to try it out
XDXD it's called FASHION CAFE
walao!! SOFA
walao got fish spa oso
Boutique summore
me n puisan XD
Hazel milk n rasberry XD
My fried rice.. like mountain XD LOl
diz cake is nice!! wanna try it nex time
My chesse cake..errr like rock lo..
ahahh MIRroR!!!
erh!! got my name!! I DESIGN ONE
LOL we tried it after we hav our dinner
errr so tight =,=
I ate so full neh..can c tummy oredi
nex time try it b4 dinner la puisan XD
Duno when
.. kopitiam agian XD
SHE"S SO FUNNY
Mine XD
WALAO!!!
Jen can talk on da phone n eat at da same time PRO!!!
Laksa mui... everytime oso laksa leh X_X
ECA event today
where we can choose which activities we wan to join
LOl
got free drinks n pizza
DOMINO PIZZA summore
SYOK!!
FREE PIZZA
ate jor 3 pieces XD
FREEDRINKS
DIGI CAR
HAHAHA
after da test
we wan to celebrate~
so we al go Fashion cafe for dinner XD
he's from JAPAN
GROUP PIC
diz pic he looks so emo XD
I toook one XD
wif blurrryy vision WAO
MArgaret so cute neh!!!
diz mushroom soup taste so special
MAMA MIA~~
NICE
Fish n chip XD yumyum~
DIZ ONE NICEOSO!!
Walao!! diz CaKe nice neh!!
Me n puisan XD
Group Pic
hehehhe curi tangkap when they r settling their bills
OUR SHOES!!! XD
da waitress is a very kawaii n happy gal
like her neh!!
after dinner
went bac appartment wif melissa's dapao cake
walao
after shefinish eat
we go hunt for cat XD
MEOW!! i wan eat T_T
Father mother
It's mother
Melissa use chopstick to feed them ROTI + chocolate
it's mother~ so fierce da look SCARY
aIyO!! SO CUTE
so fat leh diz cat!!
senget one XD
FUNNNYY!! meliissa said I was like pointing to the other light XD
walao 2 cat attacking 1 cat pooor kittiee
My appartment..
TOP FLOOOR deng!!!!
Haiizz today wan go bac Ipoh oredi
I dunno y .. quite moody lo
dun feel like goin bac home
after MY classs
went lunch wif classmates
few classmates la
most of da classmates go DOTA wo
walao~ can tahan ar da stomache
Yanghao LOL
after tat ...wanted to go bac appartment
on da way saw brendan
accompany brendan at McD
duno y tat tiME suddenly so emo =,=
didnt talk much.........
Haiizz coz wanna go bac oredi T_T
Time to go back Ipoh oredi
JaMes fetch me n jen back lo
walao
jen n james both sleeep in car
n I curi take their pics
LOL
wanted to post it up d
but sked get chop by james n jen XD
cozz their sleeping face REALLY HAHAHAHHA
Me n jen at I dunno where toilet taKe de pic XD
WAlao DUNKIN DONUTS!!
da TV terbalik one..hw watch =,=
Hehehehee XD
james thx wo XD
walao.. c da line??? so long....
REACHED IPOH OREDI
Jen Take oNE..she love Me very much
LOL!!! SO CUTE!!! I ride on it!!
luckily I didnt destroy it XD
mommy come fetch me
walao~~
long tiMe no c mE
den I say I wan go gaigai
she Take me kekeke
at Ipoh parade
HAAHAHAH long time no drink u oredi
ICE LEMON TEA
ehehhe I ask her buy 2 jeans for me
coz I no pants wear ar T_T
so sad~
lol~
okok
tat';s alll bout my KL life~
CHINESE NEW YEAR MODE ON!!
GONG HEI FATt CHOI EVerYONE
wonder-foo
